My goodness. It's only 12am and I have trouble keeping my eyes open. No doubt it has been a seriously tiring week, and I absolutely have not done ANYTHING other than fyp stuff since monday. That's a first. I don't even open my file or textbook at all when I get home. Oh and I just remembered I have viro tutorial tmr, which I have not touched at all. And it's not a good time to stare at the miniscule words of the scientific paper now. My eyeballs would probably just detach themselves from my skull. GRR. FYP is sucking the life out of me even before it has started. Wth. I'm blogging intensively now cos the only thing in front of me nowadays is the lappie, and I desperately need to vent. Yea I feel like some obsessive freak, camping in front of the screen, refreshing my inbox every 5 minutes to check for incoming mails. The profs are really last minute, and seem like they expect you to have on-the-go access to your inbox. Sigh~ Is 15 AUs really worth it?

I made it my motto to lead a healthy lifestyle and nowadays I don't fall asleep in class (partly with the aid of coffee and tea) so yea, I shall stick to that routine despite not having any work done. Health is more important. Leave the ever-piling shit for tomorrow. Haha. I just hope after this week, things will get better. 3 consecutive 830am - past 5pm days have left me drained. Tomorrow's gonna be a super long and tiring day. I'm packed from 930am to 530pm. Thank goodness Prof Yoon didn't ask me to meet him after 5.30pm. If not I'd probably have to kiss goodbye to not just breakfast and lunch, but to dinner as well.

Such is the current sad state of the me. Seems depressing, but I'm not the only stressed one in this world. People in other courses and schools are having it tough too. But tough times don't last! There, the paradox of time sets in again.

I'm considering packing a picnic basket and my lappie for school tomorrow, but the thought of the 2.5kg Patho textbook weighing me down all day is enough to dismiss all other possibilities. Haha. Bring on the caffeine tomorrow. I need some physical and mental stimulants.

How ironic, my energy and mood level was like 9/10 after meeting Torres, and now it's like 1/10. I already can't wait for fyp to be over.

It's 12.20 and I don't care, I'm going to sleep. The rest can wait. Good night world. Have fun dreaming about proteins, genes and vaccines.