I'm probably way past the age for studying. Hitting the books faces rejection from my body from all frontiers. Wonder how I managed to mug for long hours tirelessly in the past. My attention span now is as if I have ADHD. Aish. I guess I've really had enough of studying from the last 6+4+2+5 = 17 years. My goodness. Looks like there's no way I'm gonna study for a Masters or phD. Haha. And there's no way I'm gonna retake the licensing exam if CHOI I fail. Depressing to be still studying and interning after convocation I tell you.


I need memory upgrading.

convocation

The BUCM gown which is surprisingly nice :)


And so we've finally come to the end of 5 years. Don't know whether to feel happy or sad. But am somehow feeling emo now. There's no big deal in graduation, cos it's just a formality, or rather the mark of another milestone in life, and it only serves to remind us that we're no longer students, but graduates (I somehow still prefer the term "undergrad") who have no choice but to step out into the working world and face tougher decisions about politics, rice bowls and the future rather than eat snakes behind the piles of books and make fun of teachers. Nevertheless, it marks the end of 5 tough, tear-filled, fun-filled, memorable and beautiful years of our youth. Most people probably only don the gown once in their lifetime so I guess it's still an event worth the expensive flowers and bears. Regret not taking enough photos, not having enough time and not being able to meet boss and the labmates. We were probably having our second convocation while all the fun was going on outside. Well I hope we have a great and memorable photoshoot outdoors whenever we finally find the time to have it. Had to face reality and go back to school for intership today, and continue worrying about the exams and the future. Sigh. I think we're all gonna have wrinkles and worry-lines and an overdose of cortisol (the stress hormone - I had to google it cos I forgot the name -.-) in the days to come. May we all get our license and secure jobs. And may the stupid imchim board not implement the skills-upgrading policy that involves the computation of points and the robbery of more money from our already-empty pockets.


I feel old yet again :(



I need a good photographer. Can't stand blur and badly-composed pics. SIANNN.

I hate freshies. They remind me of how old I actually am. 5 years older than the girls and 3 years older than the guys! *Kids~


Saw Mukesh yesterday! :D Actually I think he still owes me a treat for the crystals lol. I miss boss. Everytime I see a bald angmoh i double-take in case it's him. Ha.


Today was super suay but super fun. HAHA. And now it's almost time to sleep.

我们的故事

 在你左右　還有多久
 怎麼樣才能讓時間倒流　每一分每一秒都珍重
 握緊的手不願放鬆　十點半的飛機它在等候
 不要再讓自己的眼淚流　我必須要走

 要記得　我們的故事真正難忘　太多的回憶和希望
 不管它有多瘋狂　我願意一生收藏
 我們的故事不能忘　太多的情節要發展
 不要放棄　因為有一天緣份會繼續　一定會繼續

 我知道你寂寞　一個人確實好難過
 思念是一種痛　沒有你叫我怎麼活
 身邊充滿誘惑　不堅定就容易犯錯
 你是否能看見未來的收穫　你願意再耐心等候

 我們的故事真正難忘　太多的回憶和希望
 不管它有多瘋狂　我願意一生收藏
 我們的故事不能忘　太多的情節要發展
 不要放棄　因為有一天緣份會繼續　讓我們一起演完

Everytime I hear this song I just wanna stop everything I'm doing and reminisce
about the good old days. It's like our graduation song, thanks to the dear ones
who sang it so beautifully :)