I feel my candle burning out, my wax melting at an astonishing rate, whenever I sleep after 4. Or rather after 4.30. It feels as if my life has shortened by a year, everytime I have to endure and experience the airy-headed feeling followed by the heavy headedness as the day progresses. Plus I can feel the fire inside. 3 more papers and a thesis later, I won't have to do this anymore. I'd probably have to upgrade to having 0 sleep at all. Haha. I managed to evade that up till now, but soon a whole new set of challenges awaits. Well it can only get harder, right? Have you ever studied till your head felt heavy and dizzy? Till your eyes turned red and hurt damn bad while tearing? Till your dreams are occupied by what you studied and exam-related scenarios? Till you wake up with certain words/terms still in your head, from a few hours ago? Till taking an mc crosses your mind? Well, it's all part of the uni experience. Typical, at least for me :) I wonder whether it's possible to study till you faint.
I sound like I'm mugging real hard now right? I'm not. That's history. Tonight is for recovering from another sleep debt, and giving myself a break from words. Soon. Soon I'll have to catch up again.
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