Sunday, January 11, 2009

Angels

Today is Sunday. In summary, this week has been one of the most tumultuous and tiring ones of all time. Not just emotionally, but physically. But I know everything will improve. Time is all we need. A chapter of my life has closed, and new beginnings loom ahead. Tomorrow will be a better day :) It wasn't too hard, and I thank all those around me for giving me support and strength.



And this song has been ringing in my head.

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall

Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead



Now I can identify with all the emo songs, and smile knowingly as I listen to them.





1 midnight spent browsing the yearbooks of the old, and the next midnight was a rendezvous with the newly renovated DHS campus. My alma mater. It's been 5 years, and it's been such a long time since I last visited. So much has changed, and I realise how much we've grown. Quiet and serene on a cool Saturday night, with the echoes of children talking, shouting and laughing all just a memory of the day but reminiscent in our minds. The corridors, the stairs, the classrooms, the field, the basketball courts, the monkey bars, the canteen, the many nights spent camping in school...all the memories. Of where we spent the majority of our adolescent years, growing, learning.


And I'm thankful for friends whom I can laugh with, cry with, laugh till I cry with, and cry till I laugh with. The future will be a bright one :)





On a sidenote, I've survived 1 wk without my favourite belt. I miss it, and I want to wear it, and I know I'd just have to get used to life without it if I never got it back, but right now, I want it back. There's a time for everything, and time will heal all wounds. I like talking in riddles, just like Tom Riddle. haha. For goodness sake, it's just a belt. I'm not losing my mind, nor am I hinting at anything, I just want my belt back soon. LOL. And I will haunt her for it.





She is strong, and she will be strong.

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