I just realised I'm not safely within reach of 2nd upper anymore. I better pull up my socks next sem. Make or break, for 2nd upper. It's like, all earlier efforts have gone down the drain with just 1 screwed up sem, and nothing I do will change it. How depressing.


I don't even have the mood to load photos now.



Thanks Ade, for letting me do what I want to you tmr, and to Simin, Maria and Joyce - for constant encouragement, and words that can make me smile despite my emptiness.



I just need some time. Can someone teach me how to do a handstand?