direction

Sometimes i just wish i had more direction in life. Like a dream waiting to be fulfilled and one which i had the means to achieve. Or maybe i just need more confidence and faith in myself. Why do i seem to fear that i won't be able to make it,can't take the stress,can't cope etc? Well deep down i know that i'll be able to manage whatever i set my heart on,unless i'm just born bad in that particular subject. Like maths? Haha no la i don't believe i'm totally hopeless in maths. I could jolly well try for medicine and law,and i'd like to think i'll be able to at least get into law on account of my gp and the interview,cos i've got absolutely no doubt about my linguistic ability. Confident in written and spoken English. Yes i meet that criteria. But somehow law is not my calling. I think interest matters alot. I'm not exactly practical like others,in that they consider what careers they wanna pursue then study something related. Or rather they choose to study something that can give them good career prospects. I don't disagree but somehow for me interest comes first. Things can always change and i won't hesitate to go for a second degree or graduate studies in another area.

I just hope i can choose wisely and not regret anything in future.

It's not that i can't,it's just that i don't want to.

Look at it that way and don't underestimate yourself. The future is yet to be.