After a week of all-time high, the mood's now on an all-time low. Despite doing better than expected for FYP. As I tried not to limp all the way back home in the cold, it kept occuring to me that if I ever get paralysed, I'd rather die. It's killing me inside that I've to deal with 3 ailments at the same time, and the latest one is affecting my mobility. I can no longer walk fast or chiong to school, not say to run. I never knew it'd affect me so much, but I should have known, since I'm used to walking fast. I can't even stand cycling slow. It's freaky how all sorts of weird problems keep happening to me 1 after another here and the only explanation I can think of is that I'm allergic to Beijing. Went for acupuncture today and tried electric stimulation coupled with infra-red for my foot, but yea miracles don't happen. The pain's still there. I've bought more TCM to add to my ever-growing arsenal. Someday my room might just turn into a pharmacy.

It must have been needle day cos we had blood test for intern and my blood clotted too fast for capillary action to suck it into the tube so I had to have another finger pricked. What a waste of blood. And somehow I have 2 bruises on my 2 fingertips where the holes were. Kns.


I miss the feeling of being fit and healthy :(