jaded

i'm tired, and sian. jaded is the word. 2.5 years in ntu in this course has made me jaded. i'm not working as hard anymore, but i'm feeling twice as tired even with double the amount of sleep. talk about sleep debts. they're coming back to haunt me!!!

when i close my eyes, or just lie down, i drift off to dreamland in seconds. and it takes an immense amount of effort to drag myself up, or i'd probably sleep like that guy in the lilliputan story, who slept for years and woke up to find himself in another land.

i dreamt i found many terrapins, big and small, and they were so hungry they gobbled the little pieces of chocolate i fed them. then i went to bathe and they disappeared.

exam stress?