once again, it's where expectations/hopes don't meet reality. i had a feeling things would turn out this way, and they did. did i ever mention that i hate wet blankets, spoil sports, pang sehs and the like? pet peeves, they are. it's always better if u told me right from the start that it's impossible, or rejected the idea/prospect from the beginning rather than give me false hopes, only to shatter them later. am i overly optimistic for my own good? i actually thought that things would work out, and was excited. which all boils down to the same problem of expectations. no/little expectations = no/little disappointment. i have to bear that in mind once again. it used to be a little mantra of mine, in dealing with ppl and stuff. i guess i just took everything for granted and lost track of reality? earth to jam!!
but oh wells, it's not the first time i have to cope with disappointment, and i'd get over it, no worries. now for backup plans.
once again, i'm waiting for spontaneous and fun-loving ppl to make my day. no restrictions, no buts, no ifs, no maybes, no turning backs, no breaking of promises, no uncertainties, no doubts, just a straight "YES! count me in! i die die will go, let's MAKE IT HAPPEN." and i mean it.
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