i can feel age catching up with me. maybe it was the 4 consecutive nights of sleeping at 3+ or 4+am. but today i felt like i could fall asleep anywhere, at any time. i took the risk of listening to the lecture with my eyes closed, but had to struggle to snap back to reality before i drifted off into dreamland. i took a nap during break time but during the later lect and even on the train i had difficulty staying awake. oh wells.

am increasingly becoming laissez-faire where work is concerned. there simply isn't enough time and energy to spare, not that i'm not trying.

maybe the feeling is just jaded, or 郁闷, as the chinese would say.